Panaginip

             I had a really weird dream last night. So weird that I can still remember the details and the feeling while on that dream state.
             My status is happily and contently  married to an amazing guy and i love him to pieces. We have a 2 year old adorable and smart son. My two boys are my life. My husband and I got married after 6 years of dating. Before we've met, modesty aside, I had suitors after suitors after suitors. Sabi nila crush ng bayan ako. Almost all guys that was introduced to me, specially sa church, would develop interest on me. Maybe I wasn't that beautiful but I can say I have a distinct personality. My friends would say a personality that draws people into me. So during this time of me being "in - demand" I met this guy he's an evangelical worker in our church and he became one of my suitors. I had a few admirers na nasa ministry, I even had a relationship with one, but it only lasted a year. I guess I can't be a minister's wife. I am not righteous enough. *wink So anyway this particular ministerial guy (lers call him Mark P.) liked me and I kind of like him too, but my husband now is already my BF then at the time na nakikipagkulitan ako sa kanya. So maybe you would say, so what's the connection of all the pasakalye sa first sentence ko? Well, I dreamt of this guy last night and it was sooo weird dahil on this dream I am on a relationship with my husband (which on that dream, appears to be rocky) and we have a son but we weren't married. Mark P. and I started dating and tinanong nya ko if virgin pa ko?! How weird is that a guy asking about virginity up front! A bit embarrased I told him not anymore. He said its okay, it doesnt change hia feelings for me. But from now on I'll have to take a pic of what I plan to wear everytime and consult him if if he'll approve of it. I was like.. okay.. no prob. I didn't tell him about my son though. I didnt have the guts. So we continued on dating until he learned about my son but still he accepted me.... and then I woke up from that dream. Feeling inlove and weirded out. What and why the heck my dream was like that? Until now I feel strange. I feel like something has to be up.. Pero gnun talaga ang panaginip db.. uncertain... weird... what could be your worst dream?